Looking down from the highest plateau,
With the West wind at my back,
And the sun on my neck.
Despite the lack of eagles’ wings,
I feel free.
Unfettered, unrestrained.
Free of any form of bondage.
Seen or unseen,
I fly, standing.
Soaring high beyond the sight of Man.
Drifting and dipping amongst the clouds,
Wishing you were here with me too.
Every whisper in the air rings with your voice,
Like a clear bell calling from the darkness.
A searing light of memory’s prayer.
How do i still fly?
While lacking you by my side?
Your wing touching mine.
Completion, wholeness.
A fullness of being.
And thus whilst i soar on,
I do so upon Time’s sufferance.
Unwhole. Blemished.
A shadow-hawk, fleet against the sky,
And yet a child of God.
And in him i might find respite and welcome.
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Tahlmorra lujhalla mei wiccan, cheysu
Tha fate of a man rests always in the palm of the Gods.
Such an all-encompassing statement. Both fulfilling and damning at the same time. Filled with a purpose that frees and chains at the same time.
There’s always a reason for everything that happens. Our only reason for living is to find the lesson in the good and the bad, and to learn it well.
Ja’hai
Accept.
Sometimes, it’s so hard to swallow the medicine at hand, even though you know it’s good for you. Mr Lim would say that being able to do so would make you a much better person. In fact, it’s the mark OF an accomplished person. A person who has learned much of life.
But whoever said it was going to be easy?
It’s sometimes hard to look in the mirror and accept the man staring back. His color, his face, his race. Him. You. Knowing, that you are apart and yet, a part of him. He is you, and you are him. A bridge between the physical and the spiritual. A union of being.
Sul’harai
Union. Melding. Merging.
And yet. I’m still lacking. Unwhole.
A blemish in life. A shadow.
I bleed a wound you cannot see, and i cannot heal.
And one day, i will die.
Ru’ Shalla’tu