It’s 12.18am, 30th October. I should be studying still. But decided to take a break.
Will be doing a, hopefully, fully-timed GP paper with Jez later.
GP. Somehow is one of the few subjects i cannot perform in whilst trapped in a hypnogogic state.
Finally learnt to spell the word. Hynogogic.
Transistory stage from full bodily consciousness/awareness to full sleep.
A staging platform of dreams and waking hallucinations. A place of where the unreal and the real merge, the irrational and the rational. A place of chaos and madness. A discontuinity. A void.
Heaven, really.
Not going to school tommorrow. Reached a stage where studying there is a distraction. Love to be in the company of friends though. Love them the more for it. Their addictive though, like heroin. And crack. Pleasently so. The source of joy and inspiration.
Feeling ‘Love-y’ at this point in time.
Lets see what happens if i stay up until 5. I’ll have to fight for consciousness tommorrow then.
Nothing like a little obstacle to spice things up.